I'm frusterated because...My mother is at Hospice and I WANT to be there ALL the time, but I cant. Today I got ready to go when Rudy so nicely informed me that "I'll load Ricky up and take he and Noah with me to take Whitney to guitar lessons..." I had totally forgotten that today is Monday, guitar lessons are today. I would have gone ahead to hospice if Rudy hadn't reminded me. Maybe I'm reading more into it than I should but I figure if he really wanted me to go to hospice, he would'nt have reminded me that today was guitar lessons. He would have just said bye dear , see ya later...He wouldn't have told me all the trouble he WOULD go to , to take her. Am I just that mean and guilt riddled, or was he really being nice? That is the question. I really need an answer.