Monday, March 10, 2008


Well ,
I'm frusterated because...My mother is at Hospice and I WANT to be there ALL the time, but I cant. Today I got ready to go when Rudy so nicely informed me that "I'll load Ricky up and take he and Noah with me to take Whitney to guitar lessons..." I had totally forgotten that today is Monday, guitar lessons are today. I would have gone ahead to hospice if Rudy hadn't reminded me. Maybe I'm reading more into it than I should but I figure if he really wanted me to go to hospice, he would'nt have reminded me that today was guitar lessons. He would have just said bye dear , see ya later...He wouldn't have told me all the trouble he WOULD go to , to take her. Am I just that mean and guilt riddled, or was he really being nice? That is the question. I really need an answer.


Mary Ellen said...

That's why you have sisters and a brother. We can all work together so no one has to do it all. We each have families and jobs that still have to be maintained and cared for.

Love you,

Anonymous said...

Give your frustations and burdens to the Lord sister. Nothing is going to be easy but He understands. Draw from the Lord his divine strength and don't let the enemy put guilt in you 'cos you will be more depressed.