Hello Fellow bloggers and Random Readers.
It had defiantly been a few minutes since i've been here.
Im gonna attempt to blog, but Ill probably be likeavirgin blogger so bear with me.
Im 3 years older and I don't know anymore today than I did 3 years ago, except that bad things do
happen to "good" people, that, I am not in control of ANYTHING, and you cant know another persons heart!
Only God does!!
And, ALL THINGS DO WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD, however I still cant find the good, but Im still looking at the small picture through human eyes...
So, a few things I do know is,
NEVER SAY NEVER,
and, NEVER JUDGE, I mean NEVER EVER JUDGE...
And never get too comfortable in your position in life because it can be ripped apart in a second, literally!
NEver assume your partner is happy, and don't believe him (or her) when they say everything is fine, PEOPLE LIE. They look you in the eye and LIE.
EVERybody is out for themselves.
I am an option. I don't think I ever was a priority and am not sure that I ever will be.
I am a rung on the ladder of finding perfection...
...I miss my Mama and Daddy, they are the only ones who loved me, really loved me.
Find happiness in GOD and yourself and NEVER depend on anyone else for anything...
I have not done this, and I don't know if Im capable, I think I try, but Im not very good at anything I
I am pressing on, everyday! I am trying.
This is my mindset these days. Not very comforting or reassuring, but I am not these things, at least not anymore.
Some days I feel better, some days worse, but never myself again.
I am damaged merchandise. I am not myself anymore.
If by chance I run into people I use to know and they tell me they miss me, I tell them I miss me too.
I don't know me anymore, Maybe one day Ill be better because of this. But for now, for today ,