Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Well today is another Tuesday. This is my day to go to the jail to see Chad. I usually go at obout 12;30 or 1:00 and stay til 5:30 . I dont know if Ive just been doing it for so long that Its starting to take a toll on me or if I'm loosing hope. I pray, I ask God to please hear me, to give me patience, to help me to accept this, but some days like today I just cant seem to get it together. I want my boy home. I just dont think the punishment fit the crime. I'm starting to think a little like Chris, that dope is a victimless crime. Chad did'nt hurt anybody, only himself. The system is hurting me by not letting him out. Do you realize it has been almost 2 years. His 22nd birthday is coming up , the second one he's had in prison,(no, prisons better, he's in jail...still) I can hardly think about it without weeping! Ya'll please remember me today, and Chad more than me. I'm so scared he's gonna give up. I asked him how were his cellmates, he told me that about the time he starts finding a friend, they get out or go to prison, he said I'm the only one that NEVER leaves. I kinda know how he feels cause the same thing happens to me in the visitation waiting area, about the time I find someone I can converse with, their loved one gets moved. anyway, This was'nt meant to be a pity me blog, but a pray for me blog, cause I'm really havin a hard time.
Its another beautiful day today, get out there and enjoy it!
Posted by Glenda, saved by grace at Tuesday, March 06, 2007