Well today is another Tuesday. This is my day to go to the jail to see Chad. I usually go at obout 12;30 or 1:00 and stay til 5:30 . I dont know if Ive just been doing it for so long that Its starting to take a toll on me or if I'm loosing hope. I pray, I ask God to please hear me, to give me patience, to help me to accept this, but some days like today I just cant seem to get it together. I want my boy home. I just dont think the punishment fit the crime. I'm starting to think a little like Chris, that dope is a victimless crime. Chad did'nt hurt anybody, only himself. The system is hurting me by not letting him out. Do you realize it has been almost 2 years. His 22nd birthday is coming up , the second one he's had in prison,(no, prisons better, he's in jail...still) I can hardly think about it without weeping! Ya'll please remember me today, and Chad more than me. I'm so scared he's gonna give up. I asked him how were his cellmates, he told me that about the time he starts finding a friend, they get out or go to prison, he said I'm the only one that NEVER leaves. I kinda know how he feels cause the same thing happens to me in the visitation waiting area, about the time I find someone I can converse with, their loved one gets moved. anyway, This was'nt meant to be a pity me blog, but a pray for me blog, cause I'm really havin a hard time. Its another beautiful day today, get out there and enjoy it!
Mic 7:5 Trust ye not in a friend, put ye not confidence in a guide: keep the doors of thy mouth from her that lieth in thy bosom. Mic 7:6 For the son dishonoureth the father, the daughter riseth up against her mother, the daughter in law against her mother in law; a man's enemies [are] the men of his own house. Mic 7:7 Therefore I will look unto the LORD; I will wait for the God of my salvation: my God will hear me. Mic 7:8 Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy: when I fall, I shall arise; when I sit in darkness, the LORD [shall be] a light unto me. Mic 7:9 I will bear the indignation of the LORD, because I have sinned against him, until he plead my cause, and execute judgment for me: he will bring me forth to the light, [and] I shall behold his righteousness.
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My Mother has gone to be with the Lord.I Miss her!
Pray for Whitney
"Praise Be to God" I am an "almost" 50 year old woman who's TIRED... I have 5 natural born children 4 boys and 1 girl who's 15 going on 25, who's driving me crazeeeeeeeee, and 3 stepsons, 1 who is 21 and mentally and physically about 6 months old,and 1 (I don't know why I call him foster, he is permanent) little, almost 3 year old boy who is wearing my old rear out ! I also have 3 wonderful grandsons and 2 little princess grand-daughters, who I brag on occasionally. God gave children to young women for a reason. I lost my mother recently and I am really having a hard time dealing with it. My life is a "Soap opera" but its my life. I love RUDY, I love Christopher Mark, I love Matthew Scott, I love Michael Shane, I love Chad Marshall, I love Whitney Rene', I love Rudy II, I love Jess , I love Ricky, I love Noah, I love Lucas, I love Adam, I love Kaleb, I love Alli, I love Dolese, I love Missy, I love Kelly, I love cotton candy, I love burning brush, I love circus peanuts, I love pecan pralines and cream bluebell, I love Iced tea, I love (and collect) sheep I love working in my yard, I love baked potatoes, I love my church, I love my Daddy, I love my sisters and brother, I love my neices and nephews, I love rain! I love wind! I love the Lord Jesus Christ. I am Glenda , I am saved by grace and I have the right to add to this list if I feel like it!